Monday, June 2, 2025

nightlight (may 2000)

 

nightlight

 

most of the time, I am a small thing

insignificant, incomplete

 

most of the time, I am uncertain

I am afraid

praying under my breath for the world to stop spinning

 

I am dizzy now

 

you and I

we are old souls who have reached a stalemate

I cannot comprehend

because you,

you are sunrise, and second chances and

hot chocolate after a snowball fight

 

you are the net I have become accustomed to

performing without

 

we have known each other a long time now

 

and together—

together we forgo simple linear solutions

in favor of the scenic route

a few extra songs on the stereo

a blaze of glory in the night sky

and this…

 

this is a sensory symphony meant for lovers

this is not for us.

 

we are simply

two lost dreamers flirting with destiny

under the streetlights

two kids playing “house” in my car

and this…

 

this just gives the appearance of motion

 

we are old souls

broken down on opposite sides of the highway

lost in the labyrinths of our own minds

losing meaningless mumbles under the music

tongues thick and heavy with fear…

 

most of the time.

 

but day by day we are discovering the missing parts

and sometimes,

sometimes there is no assembly required

and sometimes,

sometimes we are the generators

the air between us becomes electric

sparks flying from our lips like

wishes we are afraid to make

 

these are difficult times,

but you have come to me in dreams

as a lover

 

do not be afraid

 

I know you already

we are old souls, you and I

and I am waiting for your touch

like Rapture

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